May be an obvious question, but have you seen a doctor?

I know that’s hard depending one where you are. I say this as a person who suffers from some pretty intense anxiety but not anything to your level.

I’m not trying to be judgmental here, just curious.

What about the library makes you anxious that any other task required to leave the house doesn’t?

Really didn’t expect “graveyard full of dead monks” to be the least shocking thing in a list today.